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    Thursday, May 25th, 2006
    3:55 pm
    al;skdfjiw;nfsl;kvji
    so matts pissy because his mom found his plants, he wasn't able to sleep at all last night, and yadayadayada. Pretty much, he's bitching because he doesn't know what real punishment is; if that were me, i'd be dead/grounded until i'm twenty. My dads cried at least once everyday for the past three days for different reasons (none of which julia was around for), graces brother jumped off the 360 bridge to commit suicide, and he's bitching because the only source that he had for money right now is gone. I HAVE NO SOURCE OF MONEY, and weed is his life, so he probably wouldn't have spent it on anything else anyway! the stupid bitch. Dad's angry at julia because she's gettin fat, and he's tried to tell her nicely, but all she's done is bitch about it and eat more. I need ice cream. theres more but ice cream is really sounding good right now so i'll do this shit later...

    ~peace

    Current Mood: FUCK YOU
    Current Music: Lilium
    Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
    6:39 pm
    what up?
    im just chillin, kinda skipped the day at school today. Had an ortho appt. so dad was all like "just wanna skip school?" OF COURSE. We had had this entire long ass conversation about religion and stuff cause dad was all like "i dont know why your throwing your life away by smoking weed." btw, he caught me on monday smokin in my room. I finally was all like "because i just dont give a fuck about life anymore, i havent believed in god since the sixth grade." and of course at that, dad knew where i was comming from and knew the desperation of "what the hell am i doing here?" so of course, he started to cry a little bit with me. I hated sitting there and telling him all of this shit such as how much it sucks having to push yourself out of the bed in the mornin because your first immediate thought is, "Why? Whats the point of looking forward to the next year when you know that its just going to be more work than your already having to do, just so that you can die in a couple of years?" And dad was all like "I've been there, in college i started questionin things." and by the end of the conversation he just said, "This just goes to show that you're smarter than i am because shit that i was questionin in college, you already were at 12, and i'm not afraid to admit that. You just have to find the answers that best work for you." so that was a pisser, at one point in time though, dad was all like "fine, why dont you just kill yourself?" and actually was all like "don't think about your sister or i, since you say that in the past since youve already contemplated it but didn't because you knew that it would hurt us. Throw us out, and just go kill yourself." and at that i knew that he was joking but making fun of me, but i laughed anyway.
    Isn't life just a pisser?
    Gotta love it though, cause if you don't, go kill yourself.
    ~moo

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Spiel Mit Mir by Rammstein
    Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
    2:45 pm
    Viertzig Uhr funfundvierzig
    Yay, i know 24 hour time! Wow, i have no life. Listenin to the donnas, just chillin, woke up about an hour ago...i feel really gross-havent taken a shower yet. Wow, you guys really needed to know that too. Yay. *starts singing* I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOOOOOOOOOOVE...OOOOOOoooo....alright...and im spent. Man, in the last couple of days, i have gotten so much music...bout 16 hours worth of play time within the last week. Nice, right? How good are you with music? List your name and put a band that begins with that same letter:
    S-System of a Down
    H-Hootie and the Blowfish
    E-Eminem
    L-Led Zeppelin
    B-Bob Marley
    Y-Ying Yang Twins
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    fun shit, man...

    Current Music: Schism by Tool
    Sunday, November 20th, 2005
    10:44 pm
    hehe
    http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=25190033
    get a free ipod!

    Current Music: Bittersweet Symphony by The Verve
    9:18 pm
    gragafraga
    Once Upon A Sea Of Blissful Awareness
    Artist: Shpongle

    'Waves of the soft spring wind
    Love's flood tide is rising full
    The moon of love is rising full
    Sea of beauty.
    The moon of love is rising full
    Love's flood tide.
    Some laugh, some weep, some dance for joy.
    My mind craves nectar day and night.
    Like a blue lotus floating on the sea of love.
    Lingering in ashantically
    Lingering in the akashic realms
    Lingering in the realms.
    Blue lotus floats, floating, floating..
    Some laugh, some weep, some dance for joy.
    My mind craves nectar day and night.'

    ~Theres some things that you don't want to forget, and there are some people that you can't...
    But it all boils down to this, doesn't it? Life...where will you be when you're 30? I'm not even halfway there yet and look where I am now...I don't even see myself as being alive at 30.

    Falling Farther In
    Artist: October Project

    Take me past this lonely truth and let me go beyond my skin
    The walls that held me here before have no purpose anymore, let me enter in
    Break me from my injured past and make me over in your arms
    The pain that guided me before has no comfort anymore, let me enter in

    From far away I hear my mother crying
    The sky is gray, they say the earth is dying
    I hear her voice and still I make a choice to stay

    I leave a life behind me, I feel myself begin
    I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in
    I feel the light inside me, you go beyond my skin
    I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in

    Wake me with your dark embrace and make me open in your arms
    I want to lose myself within, leave the person I have been, let me enter in

    From far away I hear my mother crying
    The sky is gray, they say the earth is dying
    I hear her voice and still I make a choice to stay

    I leave a life behind me, I feel myself begin
    I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in
    I feel the light inside me, you go beyond my skin
    I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in

    ~moo

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Schism by Tool
    Sunday, November 13th, 2005
    3:49 pm
    now...
    having posted that, let me tell you how pissed i was that john forgot my b-day. We laugh about it now but at the time i wanted to slap him. C'mon, we've known each other for three years and we've been going out since Valentines Day...thats a long fuckin time! at least we got it straightened out before my actual birthday came along, otherwise i would have flipped shit. Oh, and he forgot our first date! he said Easter! hahahah!!! XD, oh well. Its too cute now, cause i know that if he read this he would be all like "holy shit shelby, ive said im sorry millions of times!!" which he has, but cmon! wouldnt anyone out there be angry if your bf forgot your birthday AND your anniversary? its all kosher tho. ^_^. EVERYONE OUT THERE! QUIT SENDING ME CHAIN MAIL! IF I THINK ITS CUTE ILL SEND IT AND IT'S BECOME AN ADDICTION! ><. anyway, heres a list of songs that i think that if you havent heard, you should listen to:
    Date Rape by Sublime, Hell Yes by Beck, Everybody's gotta learn sometime by Beck, Love you Madly by Cake, Falling Farther In by October Project, After the Fall by October Project, Audioslave in general, Mirwais in general, Candy Shop by 50 Cent (yes, yes i kno...), Buffalo Soldier by Bob Marley (if you havent heard this yet...just wow...wow), Soul Meets Body by Death Cab for Cutie, Mindless Self Indulgence in general, Everybody's got Their Something and Like a Feather by Nikka Costa, Radiohead in general, Fuck her Gently by Tenacious D, Im the Only Gay Eskimo by Tenacious D, Shpongle in general, The Gorillaz in general, The Postal Service in general, Going the Distance by Cake, in fact Cake in general, and others that i think that everyone has heard anyway so i shouldnt bother writing them up here. Yes, i heard a girl the other day who didnt know the song "Going the Distance" by Cake. C'mon kids! I swear, some parents dont know how to raise their children.
    that was a joke.
    ~moo

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Ultra Sex by MSI
    3:47 pm
    26 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
    1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)

    2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

    3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

    4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

    5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

    6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

    7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

    8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)

    9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.

    10 . Play with her hair.

    11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

    12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

    13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.

    14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

    15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

    16 . Give her piggyback rides.

    17 . Bring her flowers

    18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

    19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

    20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

    21 . Kiss her in the rain.

    22 . If you're in love with her . . . tell her.

    23. Call her at any time of the day or night, just to say hi and that you miss her. She will love it, and you'll score BIG points with her!

    24. Remember her birthday! And get her something sweet! (Men, this is so important to a woman!)

    25. Remember to get her something for Christmas!

    26. Finally, when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just when ever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't! (Us woman put a lot of thought and effort into your gifts, because we care about you and appreciate you, even if it's not exactly what you wanted!)

    Guys repost this if u would do it.....

    Girls repost this if u think its sweet......

    Repost this as "26 Ways To Make A Girl Smile"

    ~too cute, and if you havent already heard the song by death cab for cutie, you should! its what im listenin to right now. ^_^.

    Current Music: Soul Meets Body by Death Cab for Cutie
    2:54 am
    meh...
    Yea, so i just wrote this huge, long ass rant about my thursday night, but i decided not to. You all know that my moms a psychopathic bitch, so why should i emphasize on that anymore than she already does? eh...anyway, yea...that was fun....-_-;; If anyone really wants to know about that night, just go ahead and call me, IM me, e-mail me, whatever. Id be happy to rant a little bit more. Anyway, you guys have a great night and if i had to suggest any song to anyone right now, it would be Never Young Again by Mirwais because that is the most awesome song that i have heard in a while. You guys have a good night now.
    ~moo

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: Buffalo Soldier by Bob Marley
    Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
    8:26 pm
    ...
    yea so this week has been kinda wierd. this is the first time that ive gotten on the compy since last week which is really wierd. Not right now though...dads usually on the compy nowadays. John was being all sad about us breaking up. Now its no longer a break...and hes been tryin to get back with me. But michelle says that he seems happier and when he says anything like "i miss shelby" he gets sad for about two minutes but it seems forced. That makes me feel a little bit better about it. I really do believe that he was more in love with the idea of having a girlfriend than the idea of me actually being his girlfriend. I think that whats hardest for him is to let go of the fact that he no longer has a chica. Ahh well though. Maybe its for the best then...
    On a lighter note, Matt invited me to Homecoming and i am EcStAtIc. Now the question is what to wear?? i dont know...Also, Isaac is talkin to me again...i swear i cant keep up with that boy...Oh! man, its awesome, learning German. Cause now im going to be able to talk to people in german and they wont know what the fuck im sayin! it'll be AWESOME!!! ^_^. (random ADD moment)
    So la la...Am Freitag besuche ich Matt. oh, and my German name, MEIKE not MICAH! dammit people, its not as awesome the other way...but for now Tschuss!
    ~moo

    (in case you havent noticed, i dont know that much German yet...haha)

    Current Mood: giddy
    Current Music: Date Rape by Sublime
    Sunday, October 9th, 2005
    1:45 am
    heeeeyyy there sexy people
    yea, so there was this taco right?
    i dont know. O man! john and i got into a fight tonight about how Spike from Cowboy Bebop is totally black.
    He is...don't try to deny it.
    Yeah...we were totally blazed, it was awesome. ^_^. Anyway, last night i went over to Matt's house and i thought that i was going to be out by midnight, but my dad ended up not commin to get me because he got sick, so by the time i left it was already 1:30. hehe...that was fun.
    John acted all sad tho...i felt bad.
    I can't seem to detach myself from him. (we're on a "break" as of the day before yesterday which we are sucking at breaking it) But yea...i need to get a life. Oh, and on thursday, i went to grab my jacket over at Isaac's house and John wanted to come in with me which made me a little uncomfortable, but its ok. Then when i got home, i found an email from isaac on myspace and he was all like "god, shelby, your such a BITCH! I dont even want to talk to you anymore, nor even acknowledge you." I admit it, i can be a dirty whore, and i do stupid crap, but this kid was flippin shit after john following me into his house. Granted, i would have done the same thing, but to tell me that you never want to speak to me again, nor even acknowledge my presence is pretty dramatic. Ahhh...he is such the woman sometimes. Oh well, i dont have to deal with his shit, he doesnt have to deal with mine. Even trade i guess. Even so, i do still have feelings for him and that made it a lot more complicated to say goodbye. It's not my fault he's an asshole.
    Meanwhile back on the farm...
    I think that I have a crush on Matt...but dammit! i want to be single for a little while! At least! but i have to admit that i am pretty codependent and if Matt were to ask me out, i would probably absolutely say yes. hehe. But other than that my life is pretty much uneventful...
    So, when i was chillin with Matt on friday, one of his friends that was over there also thought that my name was Zesty and that is now definitely my new nickname. ^_^. Zesty...yesh...
    ~moo

    Current Mood: just chillin
    Current Music: Ultra Sex by Mindless Self Indulgence
    Saturday, October 1st, 2005
    12:41 pm
    lol!!!


    Wha ha ha ha! No one can stop me and my precious hurricane!"








    "Mr. President. I'm afraid that Rita is more powerful than we thought."








    "o rly? How so?"








    "It appears she has powered herself up to a catagory five and is proceeding to take over the lower region of the united states."








    "Ha ha ha ha! Soon the Unites States shall belong to me!"










    "..."








    "Mr President?..."








    "Send in the Power Rangers"








    *Power Rangers Theme*









    "Good luck, Rangers"








    "What?! The Power Rangers?!"








    Red Ranger: "Alright guys! Let's stop this witch!"




    Rest: "Right!"















    "You won't beat me and my hurricane!"








    "Hurricane?"














    "WTF?"







    "Use your Dragonzord!!"







    "I likes Dragonzord."







    "ROOOOOOAAARRRRZZZ!!!!11one!1"







    "Oh noes!"







    "Mr. President I believe we are winning!"












    "I can't watch!!!"







    "Ha Ha, Dragonzord is no match for my Category 5 Hurricane!"








    "I believe in you, Power Rangers."














    "R-ROARZ! Dragonzord can't take anymore!"








    "Shall we evacuate the Gulf Coast Mr. President?"







    "No. No. Wait until the Power Rangers unleash their weapons of mass destruction."







    "But sir, wouldn't that still cost us thousands of lives?"








    "Boy I'll tell ya that pink one, aint she a cutey?"







    "Ready to give up the United states to me?!?"







    "..."







    "Well, are you?"







    "..."








    "...???"







    "..."






    "...???!!!"







    "..."






    "...?!?!?!!!"








    Cheney: "No."







    "NO!!!"







    "Only I can sentence the citizens of Texas to death."








    "Send all available troops to the Gulf Coast immediately to assist the Power Rangers."








    "Sir, everyone's fighting Iraq right now."








    "Boy I'll tell ya that pink one, aint she a cutey?"







    Red Ranger: "Crap, we're all doomed"









    "Sergent, lik, what's the status?"








    Sergent: "Seems like the hurricane is approaching. The Power Rangers deployed their Megazord by the coast, sir."








    "Oh Snapz! Megaz0rz Go!!!"















    "Sir, is the Megazord enuff?"










    "You underes...under-est...und...undesti...condemn teh Power Ranj0rz? You sir are stripped of your rank!"
















    Red Ranger: "Alright guys. Let's tame this hurricane!"








    "Not so fast, Rangers! Goldar! Go and protect my hurricane!"









    "I like gooooooooooooold."


















    *Who0o0o0o0o0o0o0osh*









    "May god save America...!"









    Tiger Woods: "y hullo Mr. Pres. Wana gawlf? lolololo"









    "HECKS YEAH!"








    Bush: "g2g brb"










    "...eff?"










    All: "The president is LEAVING?"










    "George Bush doesn't care about Black Rangers!"









    hmm...guess it's up to me."








    "Hecko, Cali?"











    Later that day...
















    All in Megazord: "Who the heck?!"










    "yaa, zee whit housse cawled mee. Look liek yoo Powaa Rawingaz neeed heckp."








    "Hasta La Vista, Rita!"

    Click reply to Bullitain an copy the codes then paste in a new bullitain





    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: I wish you were here by Incubus
    Saturday, September 24th, 2005
    2:18 am
    told you
    No Surprises
    by Radiohead

    A heart that's full up like a landfill,
    a job that slowly kills you,
    bruises that won't heal.
    You look so tired-unhappy,
    bring down the government,
    they don't, they don't speak for us.
    I'll take a quiet life,
    a handshake of carbon monoxide,

    with no alarms and no surprises,
    no alarms and no surprises,
    no alarms and no surprises,
    Silent silence.

    This is my final fit,
    my final bellyache,

    with no alarms and no surprises,
    no alarms and no surprises,
    no alarms and no surprises please.

    Such a pretty house
    and such a pretty garden.

    No alarms and no surprises,
    no alarms and no surprises,
    no alarms and no surprises please.

    ~moo

    Current Mood: kind of sad...
    Current Music: Romeo and Juliet Soundtrack: Radiohead
    Sunday, August 21st, 2005
    11:06 pm
    doom doom doom
    so i finally watched the first episode of invader zim the other day. I now know what i was lacking. Anyway, today was a good day...i was kind of productive, to an extent so it was good for a weekend especially. ^_^. John came over after I did my homework (or at least the vast majority of it...) and we chilled with Julia, Nessa, and Bob. I think that bob and john got along very nicely which is a nice change from bob hating isaac with almost a burning passion. lol. but thats all good in the neighborhood, i cant stay on long to tell the extent of my evening but lets just say that it was very good. ^_^. go john for beating my ass at super smash brothers melee. man he beat me so hard...it was awesome. Alright, its eleven ten and i have to get up at six thirty in the mornin...man school sucks hard saggy balls...eww. nevermind. I love you...but its bed time.
    ~moo

    talk nerdy to me.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Backmask by Mindless Self Indulgence
    Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
    12:37 am
    doin the monkey
    So, im gettin a little bit better i believe. Thanks to Donny for calling me while i was sickly and seeing if i was ok ^_^, and also to Isaac for commin over and takin care of me. ^_^. Well, on friday night i went to the club "Numbers" with my friend Robin even though I had woken up that morning with a hardcore fever, I knew that all of her friends were always wimping out and shit, so i ended up going. I was popped so full of pills that the first couple of hours that we were there i was having a great time, but then came the part when my pills stopped working and my fever shot back up...that wasnt fun. I tried sleeping on the way back but that didnt do anything because everyone was talkin and listenin to MSI. I ended up feelin a little bit better when my other pills started kicking in so that was all good in the neighborhood. I went home the next mornin tho and my dad was all like "wtf were you doing? you look like shit!" then he took my temp an hour after i had taken two ibuprofen and two exedrin (both are fever reducers) and i still had a temp of 102. I am so hardcore. But since we found out what it was i can now say that i have been clubbing with a kidney infection. Woot! theres something to brag about, but i dont suggest ever doin it. But other than that, its been a good time. ^_^. i feel a lot better since saturday so yay!!! ill talk to you all later! bai bai and luv luv

    ~moo

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: Bitches by Mindless Self Indulgence
    Monday, August 1st, 2005
    3:23 am
    alright
    lets make this short...i have a kidney infection. woot...i hurts like a bitch and i am going to bed....

    night all

    Current Mood: sick
    Current Music: Lords of Acid
    Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
    3:38 pm
    meh...
    Yeah, yesterday was a good day. I spent the day with Isaac and then we went to the drag, where i saw Donny, Skippy, Megan, James, and Jen, and we all chilled and played some DDR. Afterwards, i went to Robins house to stay the night with julia and bob. That was good times. *starts singing* WHEN A MAAAAAAN LUVS A WOMAAAAN...*sigh* i have way too much time on my hands. Today, I was also plannin on going over to isaacs but my dad has this tumor-type thing in his bum so he went to the ER and he wouldnt let us go with him!!! I dont get my dad but c'mon, he said that supposedly we would have a lot more to do here, like watch tv or some shit, but i dont care! I want to go with him just in case something really IS wrong, we would be there; not to mention that if they have to sedate him in the ER to check him out, we would be able to drive him home. My dads not the smartest person, but at least he got it checked out after it was making him sick. He's usually really stubborn when it comes to going to doctors and shit...ahh well, can't complain i guess. -_-. Whatever, he'll be fine. Meanwhile back on the ranch...im just chillin. well, thats all for today, l8a. ^_^.
    ~moo

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: No More Tears by Ozzy
    Thursday, July 14th, 2005
    11:32 pm
    ....
    Yeah, so yesterday, Isaac decided that he wanted to break up with me, but i somehow talked him out of it...o.o. I dont know how though. I had been invited to go over to John's house to watch a movie, so i said sure whatever, then i told Isaac about it and he said that that would make him really uncomfortable if i went over there, so i was all like "ok, naw" and isaac and I made plans to chill that day. The next mornin i called john and left him a message tellin him what was going down, and john called me back and bitched me out for about five mintutes saying that isaac was controlling me and shit. It was really stupid but he somehow convinced me to come over. so i called isaac and told him what was going down, and he seemed kinda sad on the fone, but i thought that everything would be alright, i had told him that i still wanted to be friends with john and he seemed fine with it. I dont know, but i called him after John dropped me off and he was all like "what you did today was really immature and your 14-ness is really comming out. I also think that in a relationship, you need to be considerate of each others feelings" and went off on all that, then i started yellin into the phone because he was pissing me off and i really didnt want him to break up with me. Hell, we've only been going out for about two weeks and I thought that he would be fine with it. I made a stupid mistake and so i apologized. We're still going out but hes going to Corpus Christi tomorrow so that kinda sucks. Nessa was talkin to me and was all like "he's really immature, you shouldnt be going out with him in the first place" i dont care what other ppl think. I like him and until he really fucks up, im gonna stay with him.
    ALright, so onto brighter subjects, one day in the old house, dad found a pair of my underwear and thought that they were rod's (our roommate) so he put them on and came out into the hallway yelling "Roderick, why the hell do u have these?" so i walked out into the hallway to see what he was talkin about and said,
    "dad, why are you wearing my underwear?"
    Dad turned beat red...it was awesome. ^_^ ahh..good times. well thats all for tonight. L8a
    ~moo

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: All of my Love by Led Zepplin
    Saturday, July 9th, 2005
    9:25 pm
    bwabwabwabwa
    dude! Check this place out, you can make your own south park character!!! its so awesome! http://www.planearium2.de/ Good times right there. ^_^. L8a!
    ~moo

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World
    Thursday, July 7th, 2005
    1:27 am
    ^_^
    Sup chica's? Yeah, my life is kinda boring aside from the fact that i broke it off with john and he still refuses to stop calling me. He called me tonight and then was all like "well, your on my speed dial, so i pressed the wrong button because i was trying to call austin, but i cant really talk right now, im at work" and i said Ok but then he went off on "i was also wondering why you didnt call me back last night but we'll talk about that later but i have to go bye" and he said this all in about a second then hung up before i could respond. BLAH!!! And, to make it really fucking ackward, he wants to hang out with my sister! This is going to be a crazy month i can already tell. Hell, today i e-mailed my dads ex saying how much i hated him and i didnt ever want to see him again (that wasnt just what it said...man i wish i still had it, i was so proud). Oh, but i also said something about "i cant believe that you've had your head so far up your ass for so long that you cant even really think that your hurting other people". Yes, i am awesome. ^_^. I don't ever want to see him ever again, and also I hope that anyone reading this doesnt ever lie to their partner and cheat on them multiple times. Honestly, if you cheat on someone and you tell them ASAP and show that your sincerely sorry about it then i dont think that there should be any reason for there to be a break up. If two people are mature enough to handle shit like that then they should stick with it. On the other hand, if you dont feel like facing your partner and just breaking up with them cause you feel bad and your too much of a pussy to face up and tell them what you did then i dont think that you should be dating! ROD I HOPE YOU READ THIS! But, nuff bout that, im gonna get off. L8a!
    ~moo

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Current Music: Best Of You by Foo Fighters
    Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
    2:00 am
    mew?
    <<...>>...today was a good day. I couldnt get to sleep until around 7:30 this mornin so that was f-u-n...*gag* I slept till two and then i went over to Isaac's house. That was fun and i enjoy gettin to talk freely with someone. Good thing I just met him otherwise i wouldnt have anything to talk about. ^_^. Also, he doesnt care when i complain so i feel like i can be myself around him. Its great! ^^. ahh, but enough about me, i dont know why people would actually read this, its pretty much an online diary cept you have to edit it just in case the wrong people read it...and its pretty narcissistic for people to believe that someone would actually be interested in their life. Oh well. ^_^. Meanwhile back on the farm...wow, dad came into the room and started making food, so i did also, and then Isaac called and we talked for about an hour and it was all nice and good, then john called...we talked for thirty minutes and i feel like the worst human being to ever walk the planet...u_u. I called Isaac back and we talked for another thirty minutes and here i am now, typing, gettin ready for bed feeling like an asshole. IM FOURTEEN!! WHY DO PEOPLE THINK THAT I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!? its really starting to piss me off...im going to sleep. Pleasant dreams everyone.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: Mad World from the Donny Darko Soundtrack
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