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2006-05-25T20:59:48Z

so matts pissy because his mom found his plants, he wasn't able to sleep at all last night, and yadayadayada. Pretty much, he's bitching because he doesn't know what real punishment is; if that were me, i'd be dead/grounded until i'm twenty. My dads cried at least once everyday for the past three days for different reasons (none of which julia was around for), graces brother jumped off the 360 bridge to commit suicide, and he's bitching because the only source that he had for money right now is gone. I HAVE NO SOURCE OF MONEY, and weed is his life, so he probably wouldn't have spent it on anything else anyway! the stupid bitch. Dad's angry at julia because she's gettin fat, and he's tried to tell her nicely, but all she's done is bitch about it and eat more. I need ice cream. theres more but ice cream is really sounding good right now so i'll do this shit later...

~peace

what up?

2006-01-26T00:49:28Z

im just chillin, kinda skipped the day at school today. Had an ortho appt. so dad was all like "just wanna skip school?" OF COURSE. We had had this entire long ass conversation about religion and stuff cause dad was all like "i dont know why your throwing your life away by smoking weed." btw, he caught me on monday smokin in my room. I finally was all like "because i just dont give a fuck about life anymore, i havent believed in god since the sixth grade." and of course at that, dad knew where i was comming from and knew the desperation of "what the hell am i doing here?" so of course, he started to cry a little bit with me. I hated sitting there and telling him all of this shit such as how much it sucks having to push yourself out of the bed in the mornin because your first immediate thought is, "Why? Whats the point of looking forward to the next year when you know that its just going to be more work than your already having to do, just so that you can die in a couple of years?" And dad was all like "I've been there, in college i started questionin things." and by the end of the conversation he just said, "This just goes to show that you're smarter than i am because shit that i was questionin in college, you already were at 12, and i'm not afraid to admit that. You just have to find the answers that best work for you." so that was a pisser, at one point in time though, dad was all like "fine, why dont you just kill yourself?" and actually was all like "don't think about your sister or i, since you say that in the past since youve already contemplated it but didn't because you knew that it would hurt us. Throw us out, and just go kill yourself." and at that i knew that he was joking but making fun of me, but i laughed anyway.
Isn't life just a pisser?
Gotta love it though, cause if you don't, go kill yourself.
~moo

Viertzig Uhr funfundvierzig

2005-11-23T21:06:53Z

Yay, i know 24 hour time! Wow, i have no life. Listenin to the donnas, just chillin, woke up about an hour ago...i feel really gross-havent taken a shower yet. Wow, you guys really needed to know that too. Yay. *starts singing* I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOOOOOOOOOOVE...OOOOOOoooo....alright...and im spent. Man, in the last couple of days, i have gotten so much music...bout 16 hours worth of play time within the last week. Nice, right? How good are you with music? List your name and put a band that begins with that same letter:
S-System of a Down
H-Hootie and the Blowfish
E-Eminem
L-Led Zeppelin
B-Bob Marley
Y-Ying Yang Twins
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
fun shit, man...

hehe

2005-11-21T04:45:54Z

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get a free ipod!

gragafraga

2005-11-21T03:26:25Z

Once Upon A Sea Of Blissful Awareness
Artist: Shpongle

'Waves of the soft spring wind
Love's flood tide is rising full
The moon of love is rising full
Sea of beauty.
The moon of love is rising full
Love's flood tide.
Some laugh, some weep, some dance for joy.
My mind craves nectar day and night.
Like a blue lotus floating on the sea of love.
Lingering in ashantically
Lingering in the akashic realms
Lingering in the realms.
Blue lotus floats, floating, floating..
Some laugh, some weep, some dance for joy.
My mind craves nectar day and night.'

~Theres some things that you don't want to forget, and there are some people that you can't...
But it all boils down to this, doesn't it? Life...where will you be when you're 30? I'm not even halfway there yet and look where I am now...I don't even see myself as being alive at 30.

Falling Farther In
Artist: October Project

Take me past this lonely truth and let me go beyond my skin
The walls that held me here before have no purpose anymore, let me enter in
Break me from my injured past and make me over in your arms
The pain that guided me before has no comfort anymore, let me enter in

From far away I hear my mother crying
The sky is gray, they say the earth is dying
I hear her voice and still I make a choice to stay

I leave a life behind me, I feel myself begin
I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in
I feel the light inside me, you go beyond my skin
I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in

Wake me with your dark embrace and make me open in your arms
I want to lose myself within, leave the person I have been, let me enter in

From far away I hear my mother crying
The sky is gray, they say the earth is dying
I hear her voice and still I make a choice to stay

I leave a life behind me, I feel myself begin
I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in
I feel the light inside me, you go beyond my skin
I'm reaching out to keep you, falling farther in

~moo

now...

2005-11-14T00:04:03Z

having posted that, let me tell you how pissed i was that john forgot my b-day. We laugh about it now but at the time i wanted to slap him. C'mon, we've known each other for three years and we've been going out since Valentines Day...thats a long fuckin time! at least we got it straightened out before my actual birthday came along, otherwise i would have flipped shit. Oh, and he forgot our first date! he said Easter! hahahah!!! XD, oh well. Its too cute now, cause i know that if he read this he would be all like "holy shit shelby, ive said im sorry millions of times!!" which he has, but cmon! wouldnt anyone out there be angry if your bf forgot your birthday AND your anniversary? its all kosher tho. ^_^. EVERYONE OUT THERE! QUIT SENDING ME CHAIN MAIL! IF I THINK ITS CUTE ILL SEND IT AND IT'S BECOME AN ADDICTION! ><. anyway, heres a list of songs that i think that if you havent heard, you should listen to:
Date Rape by Sublime, Hell Yes by Beck, Everybody's gotta learn sometime by Beck, Love you Madly by Cake, Falling Farther In by October Project, After the Fall by October Project, Audioslave in general, Mirwais in general, Candy Shop by 50 Cent (yes, yes i kno...), Buffalo Soldier by Bob Marley (if you havent heard this yet...just wow...wow), Soul Meets Body by Death Cab for Cutie, Mindless Self Indulgence in general, Everybody's got Their Something and Like a Feather by Nikka Costa, Radiohead in general, Fuck her Gently by Tenacious D, Im the Only Gay Eskimo by Tenacious D, Shpongle in general, The Gorillaz in general, The Postal Service in general, Going the Distance by Cake, in fact Cake in general, and others that i think that everyone has heard anyway so i shouldnt bother writing them up here. Yes, i heard a girl the other day who didnt know the song "Going the Distance" by Cake. C'mon kids! I swear, some parents dont know how to raise their children.
that was a joke.
~moo

26 Ways To Make A Girl Smile

2005-11-13T23:49:09Z

1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)

2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)

9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10 . Play with her hair.

11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.

14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16 . Give her piggyback rides.

17 . Bring her flowers

18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

21 . Kiss her in the rain.

22 . If you're in love with her . . . tell her.

23. Call her at any time of the day or night, just to say hi and that you miss her. She will love it, and you'll score BIG points with her!

24. Remember her birthday! And get her something sweet! (Men, this is so important to a woman!)

25. Remember to get her something for Christmas!

26. Finally, when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just when ever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't! (Us woman put a lot of thought and effort into your gifts, because we care about you and appreciate you, even if it's not exactly what you wanted!)

Guys repost this if u would do it.....

Girls repost this if u think its sweet......

Repost this as "26 Ways To Make A Girl Smile"

~too cute, and if you havent already heard the song by death cab for cutie, you should! its what im listenin to right now. ^_^.

meh...

2005-11-13T09:27:06Z

Yea, so i just wrote this huge, long ass rant about my thursday night, but i decided not to. You all know that my moms a psychopathic bitch, so why should i emphasize on that anymore than she already does? eh...anyway, yea...that was fun....-_-;; If anyone really wants to know about that night, just go ahead and call me, IM me, e-mail me, whatever. Id be happy to rant a little bit more. Anyway, you guys have a great night and if i had to suggest any song to anyone right now, it would be Never Young Again by Mirwais because that is the most awesome song that i have heard in a while. You guys have a good night now.
~moo

...

2005-10-20T01:38:03Z

yea so this week has been kinda wierd. this is the first time that ive gotten on the compy since last week which is really wierd. Not right now though...dads usually on the compy nowadays. John was being all sad about us breaking up. Now its no longer a break...and hes been tryin to get back with me. But michelle says that he seems happier and when he says anything like "i miss shelby" he gets sad for about two minutes but it seems forced. That makes me feel a little bit better about it. I really do believe that he was more in love with the idea of having a girlfriend than the idea of me actually being his girlfriend. I think that whats hardest for him is to let go of the fact that he no longer has a chica. Ahh well though. Maybe its for the best then...
On a lighter note, Matt invited me to Homecoming and i am EcStAtIc. Now the question is what to wear?? i dont know...Also, Isaac is talkin to me again...i swear i cant keep up with that boy...Oh! man, its awesome, learning German. Cause now im going to be able to talk to people in german and they wont know what the fuck im sayin! it'll be AWESOME!!! ^_^. (random ADD moment)
So la la...Am Freitag besuche ich Matt. oh, and my German name, MEIKE not MICAH! dammit people, its not as awesome the other way...but for now Tschuss!
~moo

(in case you havent noticed, i dont know that much German yet...haha)

heeeeyyy there sexy people

2005-10-09T06:58:05Z

yea, so there was this taco right?
i dont know. O man! john and i got into a fight tonight about how Spike from Cowboy Bebop is totally black.
He is...don't try to deny it.
Yeah...we were totally blazed, it was awesome. ^_^. Anyway, last night i went over to Matt's house and i thought that i was going to be out by midnight, but my dad ended up not commin to get me because he got sick, so by the time i left it was already 1:30. hehe...that was fun.
John acted all sad tho...i felt bad.
I can't seem to detach myself from him. (we're on a "break" as of the day before yesterday which we are sucking at breaking it) But yea...i need to get a life. Oh, and on thursday, i went to grab my jacket over at Isaac's house and John wanted to come in with me which made me a little uncomfortable, but its ok. Then when i got home, i found an email from isaac on myspace and he was all like "god, shelby, your such a BITCH! I dont even want to talk to you anymore, nor even acknowledge you." I admit it, i can be a dirty whore, and i do stupid crap, but this kid was flippin shit after john following me into his house. Granted, i would have done the same thing, but to tell me that you never want to speak to me again, nor even acknowledge my presence is pretty dramatic. Ahhh...he is such the woman sometimes. Oh well, i dont have to deal with his shit, he doesnt have to deal with mine. Even trade i guess. Even so, i do still have feelings for him and that made it a lot more complicated to say goodbye. It's not my fault he's an asshole.
Meanwhile back on the farm...
I think that I have a crush on Matt...but dammit! i want to be single for a little while! At least! but i have to admit that i am pretty codependent and if Matt were to ask me out, i would probably absolutely say yes. hehe. But other than that my life is pretty much uneventful...
So, when i was chillin with Matt on friday, one of his friends that was over there also thought that my name was Zesty and that is now definitely my new nickname. ^_^. Zesty...yesh...
~moo

lol!!!

2005-10-01T17:42:10Z

Wha ha ha ha! No one can stop me and my precious hurricane!"

"Mr. President. I'm afraid that Rita is more powerful than we thought."

"o rly? How so?"

"It appears she has powered herself up to a catagory five and is proceeding to take over the lower region of the united states."

"Ha ha ha ha! Soon the Unites States shall belong to me!"

"..."

"Mr President?..."

"Send in the Power Rangers"

*Power Rangers Theme*

"Good luck, Rangers"

"What?! The Power Rangers?!"

Red Ranger: "Alright guys! Let's stop this witch!"

Rest: "Right!"

"You won't beat me and my hurricane!"

"Hurricane?"

"WTF?"

"Use your Dragonzord!!"

"I likes Dragonzord."

"ROOOOOOAAARRRRZZZ!!!!11one!1"

"Oh noes!"

"Mr. President I believe we are winning!"

"I can't watch!!!"

"Ha Ha, Dragonzord is no match for my Category 5 Hurricane!"

"I believe in you, Power Rangers."

"R-ROARZ! Dragonzord can't take anymore!"

"Shall we evacuate the Gulf Coast Mr. President?"

"No. No. Wait until the Power Rangers unleash their weapons of mass destruction."

"But sir, wouldn't that still cost us thousands of lives?"

"Boy I'll tell ya that pink one, aint she a cutey?"

"Ready to give up the United states to me?!?"

"..."

"Well, are you?"

"..."

"...???"

"..."

"...???!!!"

"..."

"...?!?!?!!!"

Cheney: "No."

"NO!!!"

"Only I can sentence the citizens of Texas to death."

"Send all available troops to the Gulf Coast immediately to assist the Power Rangers."

"Sir, everyone's fighting Iraq right now."

"Boy I'll tell ya that pink one, aint she a cutey?"

Red Ranger: "Crap, we're all doomed"

"Sergent, lik, what's the status?"

Sergent: "Seems like the hurricane is approaching. The Power Rangers deployed their Megazord by the coast, sir."

"Oh Snapz! Megaz0rz Go!!!"

"Sir, is the Megazord enuff?"

"You underes...under-est...und...undesti...condemn teh Power Ranj0rz? You sir are stripped of your rank!"

Red Ranger: "Alright guys. Let's tame this hurricane!"

"Not so fast, Rangers! Goldar! Go and protect my hurricane!"

"I like gooooooooooooold."

*Who0o0o0o0o0o0o0osh*

"May god save America...!"

Tiger Woods: "y hullo Mr. Pres. Wana gawlf? lolololo"

"HECKS YEAH!"

Bush: "g2g brb"

"...eff?"

All: "The president is LEAVING?"

"George Bush doesn't care about Black Rangers!"

hmm...guess it's up to me."

"Hecko, Cali?"

Later that day...

All in Megazord: "Who the heck?!"

"yaa, zee whit housse cawled mee. Look liek yoo Powaa Rawingaz neeed heckp."

"Hasta La Vista, Rita!"

Click reply to Bullitain an copy the codes then paste in a new bullitain

told you

2005-09-24T07:49:08Z

No Surprises
by Radiohead

A heart that's full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you,
bruises that won't heal.
You look so tired-unhappy,
bring down the government,
they don't, they don't speak for us.
I'll take a quiet life,
a handshake of carbon monoxide,

with no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
Silent silence.

This is my final fit,
my final bellyache,

with no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises please.

Such a pretty house
and such a pretty garden.

No alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises please.

~moo

doom doom doom

2005-08-22T04:14:04Z

so i finally watched the first episode of invader zim the other day. I now know what i was lacking. Anyway, today was a good day...i was kind of productive, to an extent so it was good for a weekend especially. ^_^. John came over after I did my homework (or at least the vast majority of it...) and we chilled with Julia, Nessa, and Bob. I think that bob and john got along very nicely which is a nice change from bob hating isaac with almost a burning passion. lol. but thats all good in the neighborhood, i cant stay on long to tell the extent of my evening but lets just say that it was very good. ^_^. go john for beating my ass at super smash brothers melee. man he beat me so hard...it was awesome. Alright, its eleven ten and i have to get up at six thirty in the mornin...man school sucks hard saggy balls...eww. nevermind. I love you...but its bed time.
~moo

talk nerdy to me.

doin the monkey

2005-08-03T05:44:21Z

So, im gettin a little bit better i believe. Thanks to Donny for calling me while i was sickly and seeing if i was ok ^_^, and also to Isaac for commin over and takin care of me. ^_^. Well, on friday night i went to the club "Numbers" with my friend Robin even though I had woken up that morning with a hardcore fever, I knew that all of her friends were always wimping out and shit, so i ended up going. I was popped so full of pills that the first couple of hours that we were there i was having a great time, but then came the part when my pills stopped working and my fever shot back up...that wasnt fun. I tried sleeping on the way back but that didnt do anything because everyone was talkin and listenin to MSI. I ended up feelin a little bit better when my other pills started kicking in so that was all good in the neighborhood. I went home the next mornin tho and my dad was all like "wtf were you doing? you look like shit!" then he took my temp an hour after i had taken two ibuprofen and two exedrin (both are fever reducers) and i still had a temp of 102. I am so hardcore. But since we found out what it was i can now say that i have been clubbing with a kidney infection. Woot! theres something to brag about, but i dont suggest ever doin it. But other than that, its been a good time. ^_^. i feel a lot better since saturday so yay!!! ill talk to you all later! bai bai and luv luv

~moo

alright

2005-08-01T08:24:31Z

lets make this short...i have a kidney infection. woot...i hurts like a bitch and i am going to bed....

night all

meh...

2005-07-23T20:44:39Z

Yeah, yesterday was a good day. I spent the day with Isaac and then we went to the drag, where i saw Donny, Skippy, Megan, James, and Jen, and we all chilled and played some DDR. Afterwards, i went to Robins house to stay the night with julia and bob. That was good times. *starts singing* WHEN A MAAAAAAN LUVS A WOMAAAAN...*sigh* i have way too much time on my hands. Today, I was also plannin on going over to isaacs but my dad has this tumor-type thing in his bum so he went to the ER and he wouldnt let us go with him!!! I dont get my dad but c'mon, he said that supposedly we would have a lot more to do here, like watch tv or some shit, but i dont care! I want to go with him just in case something really IS wrong, we would be there; not to mention that if they have to sedate him in the ER to check him out, we would be able to drive him home. My dads not the smartest person, but at least he got it checked out after it was making him sick. He's usually really stubborn when it comes to going to doctors and shit...ahh well, can't complain i guess. -_-. Whatever, he'll be fine. Meanwhile back on the ranch...im just chillin. well, thats all for today, l8a. ^_^.
~moo

....

2005-07-15T04:44:28Z

Yeah, so yesterday, Isaac decided that he wanted to break up with me, but i somehow talked him out of it...o.o. I dont know how though. I had been invited to go over to John's house to watch a movie, so i said sure whatever, then i told Isaac about it and he said that that would make him really uncomfortable if i went over there, so i was all like "ok, naw" and isaac and I made plans to chill that day. The next mornin i called john and left him a message tellin him what was going down, and john called me back and bitched me out for about five mintutes saying that isaac was controlling me and shit. It was really stupid but he somehow convinced me to come over. so i called isaac and told him what was going down, and he seemed kinda sad on the fone, but i thought that everything would be alright, i had told him that i still wanted to be friends with john and he seemed fine with it. I dont know, but i called him after John dropped me off and he was all like "what you did today was really immature and your 14-ness is really comming out. I also think that in a relationship, you need to be considerate of each others feelings" and went off on all that, then i started yellin into the phone because he was pissing me off and i really didnt want him to break up with me. Hell, we've only been going out for about two weeks and I thought that he would be fine with it. I made a stupid mistake and so i apologized. We're still going out but hes going to Corpus Christi tomorrow so that kinda sucks. Nessa was talkin to me and was all like "he's really immature, you shouldnt be going out with him in the first place" i dont care what other ppl think. I like him and until he really fucks up, im gonna stay with him.
ALright, so onto brighter subjects, one day in the old house, dad found a pair of my underwear and thought that they were rod's (our roommate) so he put them on and came out into the hallway yelling "Roderick, why the hell do u have these?" so i walked out into the hallway to see what he was talkin about and said,
"dad, why are you wearing my underwear?"
Dad turned beat red...it was awesome. ^_^ ahh..good times. well thats all for tonight. L8a
~moo

bwabwabwabwa

2005-07-10T02:27:26Z

dude! Check this place out, you can make your own south park character!!! its so awesome! http://www.planearium2.de/ Good times right there. ^_^. L8a!
~moo

^_^

2005-07-07T06:36:25Z

Sup chica's? Yeah, my life is kinda boring aside from the fact that i broke it off with john and he still refuses to stop calling me. He called me tonight and then was all like "well, your on my speed dial, so i pressed the wrong button because i was trying to call austin, but i cant really talk right now, im at work" and i said Ok but then he went off on "i was also wondering why you didnt call me back last night but we'll talk about that later but i have to go bye" and he said this all in about a second then hung up before i could respond. BLAH!!! And, to make it really fucking ackward, he wants to hang out with my sister! This is going to be a crazy month i can already tell. Hell, today i e-mailed my dads ex saying how much i hated him and i didnt ever want to see him again (that wasnt just what it said...man i wish i still had it, i was so proud). Oh, but i also said something about "i cant believe that you've had your head so far up your ass for so long that you cant even really think that your hurting other people". Yes, i am awesome. ^_^. I don't ever want to see him ever again, and also I hope that anyone reading this doesnt ever lie to their partner and cheat on them multiple times. Honestly, if you cheat on someone and you tell them ASAP and show that your sincerely sorry about it then i dont think that there should be any reason for there to be a break up. If two people are mature enough to handle shit like that then they should stick with it. On the other hand, if you dont feel like facing your partner and just breaking up with them cause you feel bad and your too much of a pussy to face up and tell them what you did then i dont think that you should be dating! ROD I HOPE YOU READ THIS! But, nuff bout that, im gonna get off. L8a!
~moo

mew?

2005-07-05T10:20:11Z

<<...>>...today was a good day. I couldnt get to sleep until around 7:30 this mornin so that was f-u-n...*gag* I slept till two and then i went over to Isaac's house. That was fun and i enjoy gettin to talk freely with someone. Good thing I just met him otherwise i wouldnt have anything to talk about. ^_^. Also, he doesnt care when i complain so i feel like i can be myself around him. Its great! ^^. ahh, but enough about me, i dont know why people would actually read this, its pretty much an online diary cept you have to edit it just in case the wrong people read it...and its pretty narcissistic for people to believe that someone would actually be interested in their life. Oh well. ^_^. Meanwhile back on the farm...wow, dad came into the room and started making food, so i did also, and then Isaac called and we talked for about an hour and it was all nice and good, then john called...we talked for thirty minutes and i feel like the worst human being to ever walk the planet...u_u. I called Isaac back and we talked for another thirty minutes and here i am now, typing, gettin ready for bed feeling like an asshole. IM FOURTEEN!! WHY DO PEOPLE THINK THAT I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!? its really starting to piss me off...im going to sleep. Pleasant dreams everyone.

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH...i eat babies...

2005-07-04T08:00:44Z

no not really. Anyway...tonight i broke it off with john because...well...i just am not really interested in hiim anymore. I'm really wierd that way, and it sux...major balls. Ive liked this kid for three years and something that isaac said the other night really got me to thinking. We've been friends for a lil while and we were talkin about john and i said something like 'I love him' and isaac, having heard me talk about him previously said "are you tryin to convince me of that, or yourself?" and of course i answered to "you" but when i really thought about it, i realized, i liked him for so long because i told myself to like him. Not only that, but i have cheated on him before and i think that the main reason why i felt badly about it was because thats what my mom did and what rod did and i had always told myself that i didnt want to turn out that way, yet somehow, i was. Now i realize that and it makes me feel really bitchy because when i was talkin to john, i told him that i loved him but that i knew that if the opportunitie arose that i would cheat on him again and i didnt want to put him through that sort of pain. I'm talkin myself in circles. The bottom line is is that we're over and he needs to find someone thats better for him. He was the best thing that ever happened to me, but i cant change the way i feel about him. He is a great boyfriend but i think that i really did like it better when we were just friends. Again, I understand this but it might not make any sense to anyone else. I dont really care though. Meanwhile back on the farm. I went to Isaac's house tonight and we watched "the Shining" which throughout the entire movie Isaac was all like "oh, man, i LOVe this movie!!!" and then we watched "a Clockwork Orange" which after a lil while Isaac and i started talkin which i was thankful for because the movie was losing my interest, but i missed the end and now it makes me wonder...wtf was that movie really about anyway? I know that it really was all about betrayal and it had many different levels, and interesting levels at that, but sitting and watching two movies in a row is not what a sporket does best...meh, i guess ill just have to watch it another time. That was the second time that ive ever tried to watch that movie, but the first time it was with the sweetest girl in the world and...well...if uve ever seen it, you understand why we couldnt watch more than five minutes of it. she was almost scarred for life. Ahh, well...im signin off...sis needs comp. L8a.
~moo

evil laugh

2005-06-28T03:06:57Z

Yesm...today was good, i went over to johns house to help him unpack, which didnt really happen. We sat around and watched tv with jon-a. That was good times. I am currently at home waiting for either my dad to return or my sis to get off the fone. ^_^. Hoping to go down to the drag later even tho its already ten...i dont care tho! nuff bout that...Meanwhile back on the farm, i heard that one of johns host families had this whole collection of fairy tales and they all ended with "and they lived happily ever after...until they died." i found that funny in a way. He was telling me about this story that i had never heard of about this knight that got fired from the kingdom because the king didnt need him anymore, so he was walking along and needed food, so he stopped by this witches house and asked her if she could feed him. She said yes but only if he stayed and chopped the wood outside the next mornin. So he did and he found the next mornin that there was too much wood to chop, so he told her and she said that he could finish it all the next day but he would also have to scrub the pots and pans and stuff, which he found out was too much work, and it went on like this for about a week until finally she said that if he could go down the well and find the blue light and bring it back to her then he could leave whenever he wanted. So he went down the well, found it and she started hoisting him back up, but when he got back up there, he noticed this evil look in her eye and said that he wouldnt give it to her unless she let him touch his feet to earth first because he knew that she would just drop him back in the well, so she freaked out and dropped him back in there. While he was down there, he was all like "well im gonna die...better indulge" so he got out his pipe and lit the blue light to light it and a genie popped out and said "you have three wishes" so he wished to get out of the well, then he wished that he had the kings daughter come to his house every night to clean since the king had been so bitchy to him. So then the princess chica went to her dad the next mornin and was all like "I had the strangest dream last night" and told him about cleanin and liking it, and the king was all like , well if this is true, leave a shoe at that guys house and we'll find him tomorrow if this happens again. So it did and she left her shoe and they found this knight and sentenced him to death and while he was on the place where they were going to kill him, they asked him if he had any last wishes and he said yes, let me indulge, so he lit up his pipe with the blue light and the genie popped out and as his last wish he said "slaughter all of the people" so by the time they got to the king he said "spare me and ill give you half of my kingdom and my daughter" so they spared him and his daughter and they all lived happily ever after until they died...*deep intake of breath* good times...that took up space and itll entertain someone with TOO MUCH TIME ON THEIR HANDS. ^_^. Its not the best story but i find it funny. ^_^. l8a
~moo

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2005-06-27T05:23:08Z

I dont know...anyway, me bf got back from Germany and he has quite the stories to tell...and they keep commin. Its great. I feel so boring compared to him, oh well. I met this new kid names Isaac and he used to go out with brooke but now hes all like "wtf was i thinkin?" and i laugh at him...but its all good. Supposedly, nessa thinks that he likes me, which i find kidna funny. Oh well, hes a cute kid but i dont think that a relationship with him would be a very good one, not to mention that im already dating someone and i have been waiting to date this certain someone since i was in sixth grade and i finally have my wish. Its going great. ^_^. Hes my longest relationship and he doesnt plan to break up with me anytime soon, so i find it funny because he even cracks jokes about having children...if you read my last post, you know what i think of them -_-. Meanwhile, back at the ranch...i dont know. But now he thinks that he's commin down with mono, which sux ass but at least i dont have to worry about becoming sick because i already am! woot. Now he knows the pain...its only on one side of his throat but he feels a small part of it. But, 'nuff bout that. I watched "Goodbye Lenin!" which is a German film and it was good in the neighborhood. ^_^. Fun times. Anyway, quiz time!

You are the dreamer daydreaming and obbsessing ovr
something you wat very badly....mabe youll have
it soon enough

What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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you will die quietly in bed at an old age. have a
nice rest of your life.

How will you die?
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My favorite one of those was "You will die by being eaten alive by your parents after telling them that you lost your virginity at age 5. Your sick!"

Stoner Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Raver Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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LOL!!! OMG THAT IS SO AWESOME!!!
"Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months"

Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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ok...
~*~Result nr 6~*~

Your power is: Transformation

Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.

What Power is Compatible With You?
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Bringing new meaning to the word doggy style, you
love dogs ... long time. How much is that
puppy in the window? Well ... they charge by
the hour..

Like games or roleplay? Here's a great one that
has nothing to do with beastiality:

www.life-blood.vze.com

What animal would you have sex with (If you had to)?
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omg!!! LOL!
hmmm...i think im going to stop with the quizzes now...^_^
bai bai!

meow

2005-06-26T06:41:23Z

SECTiON 1 [YOU.]

+ your name: Shelby
+ your gender: Female
+ age: old 'nuff
+ height: 5 foot sumthin
+ hair color: brown
+ eye color: brown
+ your location: Austin
+ fears: that i might someday have children...o.o

SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]

+ peed your pants? well...when i was a baby yea
+ fallen off the bed? yea
+ fallen for a relative? o.o no *cringe*
+ had plastic surgery? no
+ broke someone's heart? yea...
+ had your heart broken? yea...u_u
+ had a dream come true? yesm ^_^
+ done something you regret? hell yes
+ cheated on a test? yea...
+ broken a body part? nope ^_^ *is proud*

SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY]

+ wearing? T-Shirt and undies
+ listening? Who Am I? by Peace Orchestra
+ chewing? a ciggy butt...so sue me
+ feeling? kinda down
+ reading? the questions...?
+ located? in my apartment
+ watching? adult swim
+ should REALLY be? eating sumthin...

SECTiON 5 [ FRiENDS ]

+ do you belong to a crew? kinda
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? yea
+ do you consider yourself popular? kinda
+ time in my life I ever felt really accepted. ermmm...i dont know
+ do you trust your friends? most of them
+ are you a good friend? kinda i guess...
+ can you keep a secret? yea

SECTiON 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]

+ hugged? John
+ IMed? Max
+ talked to on the phone? John
+ yelled at: Sister
+ turned down? Taylor

SECTiON 7 [ PERSONAL ]

+ What do you want to be when you grow up? physicist (i dont know)
+ What was the worst day of your life? the day i got put in the hospital for viral menigitis
+ What has been the best day of your life? when john asked me out
+ If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them? on my ass
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? sex...so sue me (or your mom)

SECTiON 8 [ FAVORITE . . .]

+ Movie: Donnie Darko
+ Song: Ghost in the Shell Stand Alone Complex Theme
+ Band: Perfect Circle
+ Store: UNFAiR QUESTION
+ Relative: none
+ Sport: track?
+ Vacation Spot: New York
+ Fruit: Apple
+ Candy: CHOCOLATE
+ Holiday: New Years...(new years kiss)
+ Day of the Week: Saturday
+ Color: Purple
+ Magazine: Cosmopolitan

SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .]

+ Like to give hugs? yes
+ Like to walk in the rain? yes
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? half on
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Dress up on Halloween? not anymore
+ Have a job? nope
+ Like to travel? yes
+ Like someone? yesm
+ Sleep on your side, tummy, or back? side
+ Think you're attractive? kinda...
+ Want to marry? yes
+ Have a goldfish? what the hell?? erm...no
+ Ever have the falling dream? occasionally
+ Have stuffed animals? yea
+ Go on vacation? occasionally

SECTiON 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]

+ Abortion: if u want to have one, go ahead
+ Bill Clinton: kinda annoying and he knows how to work the system
+ Eating Disorders: if you wanna get skinny that badly have lypo
+ Summer: fun times usually...i like winter more tho
+ Tattoos: sure why not
+ Piercing: like them
+ Make-up: a little bit...but the people that over do it are kinda scary o.o
+ Guys: great sex
+ Girls: can be foolish sometimes but oh well

SECTiON 11 [ THIS OR THAT]

+ Pierced nose or tongue? Tongue
+ Be serious or funny? funny
+ Simple or Complicated? it depends
+ MTV or BET? BET (even tho im white)
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? Death
+ Sugar or salt? sugar
+ Silver or gold? either or
+ Tongue or belly button ring? tongue
+ Chocolate or flowers? chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white
+ Sunrise or sunset? sunrise if i stay up for it...its kinda neat...but both actually
+ M&M's or Skittles? M&M's definitely
+ Rap or Rock? both
+ Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late
+ TV or radio? tv
+ Hot or cold? cold (so u can cuddle under blankets)
+ members of the opposite sex taller or shorter? either or...doesnt really matter
+ Sun or moon? moon
+ Diamond or Ruby? ruby
+ Left or Right? bitch left
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Vanilla or chocolate? chocolate
+ Kids or no kids? oh, HELL no...and as james said, kids are only good for slavery or target practice
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup i guess...both arent that great
+ Newspaper or Magazine? magazine
+ Spring or Fall? fall
+ Give or receive? both
+ Rain or snow? both
+ Happy or sad? both i guess
+ sneakers or sandals? sneakers
+ McDonald's or Burger King? death
+ Lights on or off? off
+ A house in the woods or the city? city
+ Pepsi or Coke? Coke

bwahahahahaha....

2005-06-14T06:48:42Z

I eat babies...naw im jk. Anyway, to more pictures!!!
I actually had this manga until my house burned, and it was really good!
This was actually one of my first anime's to ever see. ^_^. I luvs it so.
I LOVE THIS SHOW!!! XD!!!
I've only actually seen the first dvd of this series but i liked it. I think that its one of those series that all cute and fuzzy but then some ulterior thing comes up and turns the plot darker. Or it could just stay light and fluffy. ^_^.
I actually have yet to see this series, but i hear that it is good, so i will.
Yet another anime that i have heard great reviews about that i have yet to see...

OMG IM IN LOVE WTH THIS SERIES!! Im also in love with the movie...ahh...very VERY good memories...^_^...*sigh*
This series was SO jacked up...good though. ^_^. I liked it.
wow, i used to be OBSESSED with this one...its so cute though! can u blame me?? hehe... well thats all for now! tata!

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what up?

Viertzig Uhr funfundvierzig

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now...

26 Ways To Make A Girl Smile

meh...

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heeeeyyy there sexy people

lol!!!

told you

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doin the monkey

alright

meh...

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bwabwabwabwa

^_^

mew?

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH...i eat babies...

*evil laugh*

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meow

bwahahahahaha....

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